My thoughts and feelings on what happened in Paris over the weekend, are that its ridiculous. I don't understand the whole process of trying to 'take over the world'. Some people have different beliefs, never in life, is everyone in the whole world going to agree on the same things and beliefs, i just don't understand why that is such a problem to others... You cannot force people to do things your way, what so ever. The only thing we can do about this threat, is be prepared and ready for them to attack again, its clear that they will not stop unless we stop them. It is so sad war and such things have to happen, because of ignorant cruel people like that. We should all just let each other live and be happy and live how we want too, you can't interfere on others lives just because you don't agree with how they live. My biggest fear is losing my mom, and change. I am so attached to my mom, she is the only reason why i'm contemplating if i truly want to go to central or not, if i get accepted. Being away from here for too long gives me anxiety, and i guess that's just because we have been through a lot together and she is my rock. My second biggest fear is change... I absolutely love an everyday routine, and when that changes, it also gives me anxiety.
AS much as i complain about things, i know i am so lucky to have all that i do and that some people aren't as fortunate.One major thing i'm thankful for is my sister, no matter how annoying she is, or rude, she has been my best friend since birth. She understands me, and all that i deal with on a regular basis, and she is always there for me no matter what. I'm very thankful for my job, also. I complain about that place probably more than anything, but ill be the first to admit i actually love it there. Work is stressful for everyone sometimes, and that's where that comes from. I'm thankful i met the people i did there, and i'm thankful i have a job and money, where some people can't find a job. Lastly, i'm very thankful for my baby cousin, Gabriella RoseMarie, her middle names is a combination of mine and my sisters. She will be one next month, and any chance she gets she puts a huge smile on my face. She is so goofy and funny, and i love her personality more than ever.
Apologizing over text is pitiful to me. Im sorry but typing now and days is the only way any of us know how to communicate. I will admit it, all of us hide behind a keyboard but 99% could never actually admit what you've done, or say sorry to someone in person. Its awful. Im guilty of social media, and a lot of us are. But i truly believe it has made the generation today, awkward, shy, and many of us have no communication skills. It is very sad. I have apologized over text before, and to be honest.. many times it wasn't sincere. It'd a lot easy to type it and be like "yeah whatever" than say it in person and the whoever your apologizing too, knows you really truly don't mean it. If you truly feel sorry, and want to apologize to someone, a text isn't the way. Its the coward way.
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AuthorMy name is Autumn Capizzo, and writing is my favorite thing about school! Archives
November 2015
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